My heart beats faster when I see you

Sorry for the lack of post… Life’s been busy for me. I think I’m falling in like with j. It’s not the way he looks. Maybe its just the way he’s always there for me when I need help. Maybe it’s how I know he’s capable. Maybe it’s because in heart he does things that are really kind. Even to strangers. Maybe it’s the way he can make me laugh at one time, and then be all serious at the next. I don’t know. But I literally felt butterflies in my stomach when he touched me. And I swear it doesn’t happen. Maybe, it’s all of it.